Payback?

Just arrived at Singapore 5 hours ago. Am feeling very exhausted now. It had been a depressing weekend. Am happy to be back. Am happy to hang out with my friends. However my happy wonderful weekend is ruined when I received cruel hurtful words from a person I once trusted and cared. Just when I decided to put all the guilt and heartache behind me and carry on, he miracluosly found the key to open it up again. Well.Wtf. Screw him. I was not only disappointed in him, but myself. Perhaps I have some problem conveying messages? Come to think of it. I have been real dumb. Why even put an effort to remain friends? But I also should thank him for bring so hurtful. At least I finally come to terms with myself. I won’t feel guilty for the decision I made 2 years ago. I don’t deserve all this s***. You know what, I did not lose nothing letting go of ya. And even if I do, it is certainly not you.

PS: Please do not misunderstood…..I am not seeking sympathy here….. I am just hurt and upset…