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Movie: Cunted but not unforgettable
Hero: Old but at times quite gaya
SoundTrack: errr.. never really took notice of the songs..
Looking forward to the next 2 movies..Indiana Jones and Journey to The Center of The Earth 
Never thought of watching this movie actually. Basically I am not a big fan of Narnia and did not exactly enjoyed their first movie or even their first book. Lazy to go into details as why I don’t like it though. So when a friend suggested, I felt hesitated but later on decided why not for the fun of it. After all I love going to the cinema. However, suprisingly I find the movie quite enjoyable. Much better than the 1st 1. Much more exciting. Or maybe it is because I have not read the story yet or maybe because Prince Caspian is so cute. 
And I fell in love with one of its soundtrack played at the end of the movie.
I hope you enjoy the song as well :)
Many a time close friends and relatives of mine has thrown me questions regarding on if I had found anyone special or isn’t there any target or candidates out there. Many a time I just brush of that question or laugh over it. Sometimes I wonder too if I will ever have the guts to really truly fully accept a person and give him all my trust. I know I can’t and even if I tried it will be tough. The past will always haunt me no matter how hard I try to let go. It will never be fair for him. There is too much he had to deal with. I need someone who can make me feel secure and loved. I need assurance. A lot of assurance. I need him to prove that I can really trust him. I will always be defensive; and do anything to prevent myself from being hurt. He might be able to bear it in the beginning. But how many guys can tolerate a gal who is so selfish?. And I can’t give him a time frame as to when I can fully trust him. I will always be defensive; and do anything to prevent myself from being hurt. And by doing so, I might even end up hurting him. In the end, there will be pain, tears and suffering.
I still remember the last dress I had. It was white with floral print and a pink ribbon tied to the back. That time I was 12. And since then, I never wore dresses, until this month. Yah, since my parents allow me to shop for my own clothes, I never bought any dresses or skirts. Even if I had any, it will be just to please my parents or a gift from parents or relatives. Throughout early teens, I live with baggy oversized jeans, (normally 1-2 size bigger), baggy t-shirt (preferrably black) and sports tugged in at the front with sneakers. You will never see me in any tight fitting and hardly any sleeveless blouse. I hated pink and anything with lace. I hardly peek at the clothes section and the only really shop for clothes is before CNY. And the only time I actually wore skirt/dress is during school hours. And that also I had pinafore 1-2 size bigger. Big = comfort.
That was then.
Now, fashion is my life. I am a great fan of skirts and dresses. I still not quite fancy pink,eventhough I have pink tops and skirts but I don’t mind laces. Bags and accessories are my life. And shoes…I love shoes…especially boots and high heels. I adores bracelets and earrings and chains. On some days I even put on slight make up especially on my eyes ( i hate my small eyes) when I go out. I shop everymonth. Hurmm.. that is an understatement. I shop nearly every week. I shop when I am stress. I shop when I am bored. I shop just simply because I want to shop. These days I had even started shopping in between work. Yeah – thanks to internet shopping, I am starting to love internet shopping. You can get nice pretty clothes at a reasonable price. But this also means more self control. I tried to control my shopping by limiting my shopping budget each month. Not an easy thing to do though. Especially with credit cards. Therefore I always had a “what I want to buy….” list. When I am out of shopping budget for the month, I will delay it to next month. But it doesn’t always work..:(. So sad..
